I'm sorry.

I just want,

want to

be good

enough.

For you.

How can I
stand here
and not
be moved
by you.

Hey God,

It's me, Olivia. How's it been lately? I've been meaning to ask. I miss you. We've lost contact. I'm sorry about that. I know its my fault. Everything here lately is. I'm sorry about the life I'm making for myself. I'm sorry for everything I've become. I need you more than ever. You're still there, I know. I've known all along. I just lost sight of you. I made excuses. I miss being so deeply wrapped up in you. I miss being your innocent child. Can you hear me? I scream for you. Your all I want. I miss you Dad. I miss you. I miss our talks. I need you back. You are my everthing. Can you hear me?

Thanks, Olivia

I love you.

I miss you.

I need you.

I'm coming back to you.

Beat. Pump. Love.

A heart that hurts is a heart that works.

Color the World.

Every person is a certain color, coloring the world.

Heart-Attack.

"Look down, a little to your left and thats where I'll always be."


I have this thing where I bond a relationship with someone and then I become a part of them.
I fall in love.
I fall out of love.
I mean once someone has entered my life they become a part of who Iam forever.
I love tons of people.
I'm very commpassionate about others.
I just wish the world could love me back.

Save the Drama for your Mama, please.

Vent, Vent, Vent.
blahh, blahh, blahh.
I really, strongly, dislike when the whole she-said, he-said comes out.
Keep your mouth closed unless its nessecary.
It's never your place to be spreading around something you heard.
Just simply keep your mouth shut.
Easy.
Highschool needs to grow up, better yet people in high school need to grow up.

Inspired by reasoning

I want to create beauty in the world.
I want to smile and someone smile back.
I want to spread joy.
I want to change someones negative views.
I want to change the world.
I want alot, I want to do alot, I want to change alot.
I want, I want, I want.
It all starts with me and my willingness to be different.
I want to be different.